Monday, August 11, 2008
been RLYrly bored recently.
nth rly excites me,
even if there is, it does not last.
& no matter how hard he tries to make me happy,
it just happens e opp,
i'll just get SUPER frustrated & irritated.
bro's 21st bday coming real soon.
celebrated today w his tonnes of friends at bbq.
ohwell,
fun bunch of ppl,
but still, nth excites me.
it dulls me further when i'm reminded to get him a present soon.
could it b a wrong decision right from e start?
wld i b happier?
if i know, i wld b god.
4:05 AM