Sunday, June 29, 2008
after a long time,
water starts tasting bland,
feelings bcum numb.
it's like human turns to corpse,
even if u r tired,
u dun feel it & u ignore it.
mayb it's habit, mayb it's not.
so 2 major projs down,
still left quite many.
TP on thu but not a single practice.
ohwell,
some small human love it this way i guess.
but i'm rly ain't keen of putting in more efforts.
looking back n see,
what's e point?
what do i get in return?
see more of human nature i guess.
i rly hope this sem faster ends,
& attachment too.
wana graduate & do e things i love.
taste freedom,
fly to many places.
can't wait rly.
e 10th 29th.
& i m e famous cartoon artist,
my drawing on e model "fatone",
but i drew him wayy to cute & gd looking.
tts all
1:09 AM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
EXHAUSTED.
out of energy, FLAT.
14 hrs overnight,
supper-breakfast-lunch @ mac.
rlyy siaoo.
& e UEFA live telecast!
i feel like killing e person who blasted it to top volume.
& i can't believe it's only a 20 pages report.
we took like foreva.
thnk god we finally finished.
gd job gals
*faint.
mon's presentation was great =))
& tue e MC day.
warcraft!
10:14 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
this is love!
not trust (tts bullshit).
red leather w gold face.
ohmannnn.
long live love!
9:21 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
don't mess with the zohan!
okayyy this show is overly stupid until it's boring.
ate at HOTPOT CULTURE.
for just $19.80++,
all u can eat steamboat, cooked food & fondue!
din't had enuff time for the fondue,
but the food is great enuff.
& they've soup base of my fave fish!
it's @MS, go try ppl.
learning point
don't trust anyone but yourself
10:13 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
ppl r pretentious.
being straightforward does not help.
it's ok.
frm now on, learn.
8:09 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
it's nice to wake up @3.30pm.
ahhh i feel so pig.
i hope the laptop comes soon!!
there goes e wkend =((
i can foresee proj meetups daily.
ohhh bad.
happy father's day?
9:38 PM
i LOVE 126 supper =))
favourite dim sum, best of all!
evryone who has not try it shld juz go.
e chilli is addictive n not too spicy.
char siew bao! omg, no words to describe.
ha gao & siew mai, best w chilli.
4 bao, 4 siew mai, 4 ha hao. siao mann!
weewoooweet.
thnks FATONE.
feeling so much better.
glad for a more understanding fren.
& of cuz FATONE's supper.
1:22 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
omg. proj can kill.
i tot tt creating a duty roster wld b ez.
i m so wrong!
slept @4am, woke up @12pm & only get to complete it 5 mins ago.
in short, it took me more than 12 hrs for a roster.
haha guess i can't b a FnB manager afterall.
& if anyone thinks tt's over & i can rest.
WRONG.
time to rush for MICE,
kind of a big part for me to do.
*faint.
who dare says it's a holiday.
5:23 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
thank you for teaching me life,
but from now, pls stay away frm my life.
8:56 PM
feeling super exhausted.
shopped frm PS to heeren,
but dint got anything in e end.
all too expensive.
ytd was hulk & pc show.
i've decided on compaq,
high processor & speed.
more importantly, more chio!
a vry lousy show (my opinion).well e action part is ok,
& e romance part is quite touching.
but overall, the story is boring & i almost fell aslp.
i suppose i wld nv regret.
pass or fail, it doesn't matter anymore.
i've earned more than wad i've paid for (efforts & $).
i realised & seen how horrible ppl can b.
sabotage of relationships,
judging & badmouthing of ppl.
hurting ppl bcums so part of their lives tt it doesn't even bothers them.
e world is ugly.
yes, human r selfish.
but sabotage, hurting ppl?
all of e sudden i'm so scared of growing up.
wad if evryone behaves this way in wking life.
imagine how awful it will b to get hurt like eating rice.
company to enjoy life,
shit off w tt.
& who r u to judge me when u r not even near perfect?
8:08 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
01.What have you been doing recently?
projects, shopping & sleeping
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
yes, when batt going low.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
forcing myself to wake up, but ended up slping more.
04. When did you last cry?
ask FATONE. !@#$%&*()
05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
i hate peanut butter!
06. What do you want in your life right now?
happiness.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
just chiong to e destination.
08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my blanket.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
t-shirt & shorts.
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
No need for u to pay money (referring to laptop) -daddy
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
complicated? 2 or more ppl? nahh.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
KUNG FU PANDA!
14. What are you proud of?
myelf?
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
gd nite!
Q16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
can't rmb.
17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
stepoo, stefunny, & i heard alot of "eh".
18. If eu saw tat ur love is about to get hit by a car.. If eu saved him.. eu will be the one who die.. Would eu saved him?
no! he will die if i die! so i cannot die.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
past midnight.
20.Are you currently happy?
i was, until i heard some awful stuff that totally disgust me.
21. Who gives you best advice?
old people.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
NO & nv will!
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
nobody.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
definitely.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
e TV.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
no.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
FATONE.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cuz. i'm alrdy 19.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
how abt badmouthing?
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
ohh u will nv believe e no. of handsome guys there r in this world.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
hah caffeine.
32. What is the colour of your room?
white.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
no, there's jail & i love freedom.
34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
almost evrything i c now is cheap, sth called friendship included.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
mummy.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
a vry FAT person.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
wldn't hv notice anyway.
38. Do you have a life?
arbo y m i breathing?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
for wad?
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
there's no song.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
myself.
42. Last time you smiled?
e fox assistant who greeted me goodbye.
43. Have you changed this year?
i wldn't hv notice anyway.
44. What are you listening right now?
e TV.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
my mummy.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
trust nobody but yourself.
48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
no, but i hv a long list of want sth but can't hv.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
a recorder!
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in weeks?
slp for 48hrs.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
TV.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
i suppose it's ok. u can't imagine how FATONE is being bullied. hehhh.
53. What song best describe your love life?
lazy to think of any.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
haha wad do u tink? he always go "ta hai shi na mo de ai wo!"
55. Who always make you laugh?
grpmates, FATONE.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
of cuz! chinese.
57. Favourite website?
too many.
58. What your middle name?
Stephanie
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
proj =.=
60. What do you think you are like?
now i realised i'm naive, blind & stupid.
61.Who will you choose to die with?
wan die die alone, wad for get sumone else to join, oso not a party.
62. Where have you been today?
tampines, orchard, bishan & home.
63. What game do you play often?
addicted to diner dash nowadays.
64. Who are you missing right now?
shld b wad. FOOD!
65. If you’ve to choose between friend & loves, who will you choose?
LOVE! 1 wk ago i wld hv said friendship. now my eyes r clear.
66. What are you doing right now?
this bloody annoying long quiz.
67. Which primary school are you from?
YangZheng.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black, red, white.
69. What emotion you like to show?
=.=
70. What is your life to you?
precious.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
think through till i get e ans.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
can't rmb.
73. Who do you admire most?
my mama.
74. Which month are you born in?
April.
75. How are you feeling right now?
BORED.
76. What is the time now?
12am
77. Where are you now?
Home.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
sth brownish red
79. Why are you doing this test?
MEISIE! !@#%*()
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
find a punching bag.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
do i look like a lesbian?
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends on subject.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes!
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
happiness forever.
87. What is your goal for this year?
complete year 3 with GPA >3.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
no. there's no eternity life yar.
89. What feeling do you love most?
happy.
90. Do you really think its Gobal Warming now?
of cuz. talk abt rain & shine.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
betrayed.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
hv to tink twice now.
93. Do you believe in god?
yes.
94. if you had one minute to call someone before you died, who would it be?
GOD. to give me a longer life.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
today i decided, i wana enjoy life & give up all unhappiness, pretending tt i know nth.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
FATONE.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
believing in sth tt did not ever existed.
98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
a shit. well, no matter wad, there's always a mum, so tt will nv happen.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
he can be prepared to get kick in e butt/balls & nv c me agn.
100.What do you want now?
END THIS QUIZ
damn long! 100 qns.
i'll save e world by not tagging anyone.
-tts all =))
11:18 PM
proj proj proj
tis may b e best holiday eva,
going to sch more often den sch days.
BILLY BOMBERS today
still e best milkshake ever =))
GSS shopping almost done.
bought enuff stuff,
spent eunff money.
i'm naive enuff
to believe wad's there over e yrs.
insensitive, who?
tis is disappointing, & i m blind.
10:48 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
ohno.
laptop's arrival delayed.
mayb getting it during pc show,
mayb after tt. =((
hooolidays!
find ur route to happiness
8:11 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
panda!!
highly recommended.
i laughed until lky sum mad woman,
& it's uncontrollable!
e characters r simply wayyy too cute =))
..
.
sumhow e person who accompanied me for e movie,
looks like e panda =.=
spoiler.
granted another wish.
i was talking to FATONE abt getting a new laptop e other day.
& i randomly said "mayb my dad will get for me during IT fair", cuz i dun hv e $$.
guess wad!
dun nid wait till IT fair,
he alrdy ordered & it's arriving on tuesday!
pure coincidence, i dint pester him for tt.
i felt ur presence.
1:36 PM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
this is not a competition, it's a test, there's no winner.
once agn being misunderstood.
12:56 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
GOD has been w me lately to ans my prayers.
today, i'm given an earlier TP date.
it's like an insurance,
even if i fail (touch wood),
i may get a 2nd chance w/o hving to renew my course (expires on 28 Aug).
i shall wk hard for a 1 time pass.
GOD pls bless me.
4:57 PM
ppl asks y i stayed on.
they wld hv left.
but i forgot e reason for staying.
still, i've not yet forgive, let to say forget.
i still hate u.
2:20 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
GSS!
so much i wana buy,
but no time & $$ for shopping,
how horrible. =((
finally drop e life-saving cheque into e cheque box today.
$$ in soon!
Shokudo agn FATONE took pay.
e seafood carbonara is rly shiok,
but i dun tink i'd go back there anytime soon.
not matter how much or less i slp,
i wld still feel lethargic.
damn.
10:26 PM
prac 7 e 4th time today.
finally able to cool down & not gan jiong
& passed!
& i still think i did better e 1st time.
TP @ 30th july,
still far.
wish me luck evrybody,
pray for me.
e best thing in mac.
Mcgriddles w scramble egg!
rly shiok man.
like eating big breakfast & pancakes at e same time !
even if i can forgive,
i wun forget.
for now, it still hurts,
& i'm still scared.
12:02 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
ONE BORING SUNDAY.
i've nth to do today,
so it's a home alone.
slept in till vry late
& cooked for lunch.
haha!! yes, I COOKED.
so i had hashbrown (a little charred),
2 patties (can't unstuck them so 2),
omelette (e most successful),
a oily messy kitchen
& a vry satisfied stomach =)
& when i'm trying to relax e day away,
a HUGE bug came out from duno whr!
it's fucking big & i freaked out like duno wad.
i think it's a mosquito,
but it's way too big for that,
size of like half a hamster!
thnk god e monster went out when i opened e window.
freak man.
rly afraid of u,
stay away frm me.
4:36 PM